Tuesday, 3 May 2011 ☆ 07:26
Walking Down The Lonely Road.
Hey! I'm back.. I bet there isn't even a soul reading this blog. Well, it's alright. I prefer it to be low profiled I guess. I'm just ranting all the nonsensical stuff about how my life goes. I'd rather be complaining here than to confide someone. I realised that everyone has their own road to walk to. It would be just selfish of me to not put myself in their shoes. Though i see my shoes torn and tattered, crying for help, i see many else's worse than mine.
I feel like I'm really living in denial. I claimed that THEY were the ones who was there every time when I needed someone the most. Honestly, it isn't all that true. I mean, they were there. But not most of the time. I know they're busy with life but it doesn't mean they can't be there. But then again, where was I when they needed me the most? Ironic huh. I never felt so selfish in my whole entire life. I guess, I just have to learn and grow up to be more of an adult than to just sit there crying and wait for someone to comfort me like some child, handle worst situations well like everyone elses does.
I really have to grow up. I mean come on, did I ever mentioned that I walked off from my love ones just because I didn't get to send them back home a few days ago?! I feel like a total JACKASS after that. Grrh, I'm absolutely angry at myself. I did that because, I miss them so much. I miss my Superman and Superwoman. Imisshim so much. Imissher too. I guess I got caught up with my own feelings and threw my tantrum then walked off. I feel like I didn't come all the way from school to fetch to be turned off to send you back. T~T plus, I was sick. So wasn't it obvious that I really put in all my efforts to show you how much I miss you? I really mean what I said. Argh, feeling really sucky right now. You guys out there have great night. I'm off.
Basically, the bottom line is, IMISSYOU. <3
