Tuesday, 24 May 2011 ☆ 00:23
LOVE~
": Call me old fashion but to me, a handmade card over an e card, a real rose that fades over a fake rose that is liveless, a love letter over a long text message, a baked cake over a betty croker batter, technology is convenient but tradition though takes time and effort is much more memorable and needless to say, meaningful."
Shahidah Bani.
I couldn't agree more to this. Especially the part about the love letter. I find it remarkably romantic. I've never receive any ( maybe during those old primary school crushes, hahaha. ) but yeshh, I would really want to receive one. But then again, who still does them. We're in the new era, modern age. Maybe, just maybe, I would want to give one to that special someone. If I've gotten a Valentine's gift for my special someone, why I wouldn't write one. (: Alright, I've made up my mind. I shall make one. Soon.. Hehehe.
Aside from this, I've been longing for that special someone. *Sigh* Miss you like really a lot please. D: I guess you're busy, too busy to even make contact. But then again, a simply text wouldn't hurt or take much time, would it? I don't want to say much. I'll just do my best to play my part. Ah~ Depressing~ Haha. Those long bad nights that wouldn't end, it really suck, a lot. You couldn't imagine how emotional I was. And those times when you fall, I'm really afraid that I wouldn't be there to pick you up back again or when you simply need a pair of listening ears.
I've this issue about doubting myself, low self-esteem and loads of procrastination. I want to be more confident. Confident so I'd be strong. Strong enough, so I won't have to be dependable but instead, you to depend on me. Just to let you know, I've never felt so in love before. Neither have I felt so depressed. Damn. I just can't help but to fall for you all over again when our eyes meet. T~T
Gosh, I just miss you can. :'(
You're my first and the last, my one and only.
