wah.. i hate this feeling.. it's like being lost but happy at the same time.. at the end, you don't know what the freaking hell you're feeling at all.. haix.. so many problems lingering my mind.. LOST.. T-T sometimes, friends is an aid to relax after living a stressed up life.. it's like eating chocolates at your saddest days.. everyone one has problems, same are similar and same are different.. but the saddest things is that they either don't want to to share the burden with someone or just can't find a suitable someone to be their shoulders to cry on and be their listening ears.. what can i do.. nothing.. i feel like an obstruction or just a burden.. i even have my own problems that i can't even solve, yet, having an intention to help others.. what should i do??? 

if i could just get to them to open up, i would really want to be what they really want.. maybe the reason behind this is that i might be going through what they are and trust me, it's goddamn hurtful.. maybe i don't understand what they're going through cause i'm not in their shoes.. but at the very least i could do is to understand them.. it's what every kid in denial wants someone to do that..

i hope that they'll open up and share with me.. if the problems can't be solve, at least they have friends by their sides to go through thick and thin in life..

P.S:- oniichan's coming home soon!!!

      -EPEPEPEPEPEPEPEPEPEPEPEP!!!!

wah.. i hate this feeling.. it's like being lost but happy at the same time.. at the end, you don't know what the freaking hell you're feeling at all.. haix.. so many problems lingering my mind.. LOST.. T-T sometimes, friends is an aid to relax after living a stressed up life.. it's like eating chocolates at your saddest days.. everyone one has problems, same are similar and same are different.. but the saddest things is that they either don't want to to share the burden with someone or just can't find a suitable someone to be their shoulders to cry on and be their listening ears.. what can i do.. nothing.. i feel like an obstruction or just a burden.. i even have my own problems that i can't even solve, yet, having an intention to help others.. what should i do??? 

if i could just get to them to open up, i would really want to be what they really want.. maybe the reason behind this is that i might be going through what they are and trust me, it's goddamn hurtful.. maybe i don't understand what they're going through cause i'm not in their shoes.. but at the very least i could do is to understand them.. it's what every kid in denial wants someone to do that..

i hope that they'll open up and share with me.. if the problems can't be solve, at least they have friends by their sides to go through thick and thin in life..

P.S:- oniichan's coming home soon!!!

      -EPEPEPEPEPEPEPEPEPEPEPEP!!!!

{something bad happened to the censored pixelated part. sad case.}
Raja-sama, Khairil, Raja, Green Lantern, G.A Hello. I am Raja Dzukhairil Asyaf. :D
I turn a year older every 25th January, and has pwn-ed you ever since 1993.
4EN'09 5N1'10.
I love band, friends, myself, naruto and watching anime.
I can get really emotional, and then cry. or laugh really hysterically like some maniac.
I have an unhealthy obsession with Hyuga Hinata, and my french horn.
French Hornist of Canberra Secondary School's Symphonic Band.
Fun-loving, hyperactive and extremely hyper over small stuff.
Friendly and approachable. :3
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