these few days have been a lot for me to handle.. major loads of hmwk and a whole lot of naggings or scoldings.. a pause of time would do just great.. i wish life was simple and not be so complicated.. maybe this is why i haven't found the true me due to laziness to find out.. but i like discovering something new when the time comes.. i know i have major commitments this year like the O's.. i feel like i'm not focussed yet.. i feel like i'm too slow.. i failed alot of test for CA1.. i GOT A SINGLE DIGIT a point forty for a.maths, failed chemistry and got a score lower than what i'm suppose to get for e.maths since ive done it for O's last year.. HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT!!! i hate it... why am i slow!!! nbcb!!! í'm like losing hope.. trying to persevere and hope it would end soon.. T-T life's such a bi***!!!

these few days have been a lot for me to handle.. major loads of hmwk and a whole lot of naggings or scoldings.. a pause of time would do just great.. i wish life was simple and not be so complicated.. maybe this is why i haven't found the true me due to laziness to find out.. but i like discovering something new when the time comes.. i know i have major commitments this year like the O's.. i feel like i'm not focussed yet.. i feel like i'm too slow.. i failed alot of test for CA1.. i GOT A SINGLE DIGIT a point forty for a.maths, failed chemistry and got a score lower than what i'm suppose to get for e.maths since ive done it for O's last year.. HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT!!! i hate it... why am i slow!!! nbcb!!! í'm like losing hope.. trying to persevere and hope it would end soon.. T-T life's such a bi***!!!

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Raja-sama, Khairil, Raja, Green Lantern, G.A Hello. I am Raja Dzukhairil Asyaf. :D
I turn a year older every 25th January, and has pwn-ed you ever since 1993.
4EN'09 5N1'10.
I love band, friends, myself, naruto and watching anime.
I can get really emotional, and then cry. or laugh really hysterically like some maniac.
I have an unhealthy obsession with Hyuga Hinata, and my french horn.
French Hornist of Canberra Secondary School's Symphonic Band.
Fun-loving, hyperactive and extremely hyper over small stuff.
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